So – you know how you are watching the Olympics and that one figure skater just makes an incredible leap……..and then falls right on her ass? Well, that would be me. Well, with one exception – she gets up off the ice and keeps going. Me – not so much! I would be that one skater that would sit there, crying into my hands, ugly tears……. until someone came out and escorted me off the ice. Yup - THAT’s me!
That brings us to the shoelaces…… no, really, it does! My Little Man just turned 8. He is totally afraid of learning to tie his shoes. I mean, like he refuses to even touch them, try to tie them…….. get anywhere near them without just slipping them on. As soon as he tries to do it, he gets one little step wrong, or it doesn’t work exactly right – and BAM – tears start flowing and he throws a fit and won’t try again. I can’t figure out how to get him to do it……….so the kid still doesn’t tie them.
Yeah – that getting back up on the horse really doesn’t happen around my house!
Finally that brings us to this little blog right here. I’m afraid of rejection I guess. I want approval – well who in the hell doesn’t??? BUT, I’m so afraid of rejection or failing, that I’ve never even told my family about this page. Actually, I’ve told almost no one about it. Making it worse, I’m too afraid to “post” anything because it might not be funny enough or good enough – so I let things languish in my head and saved folder. Cyclical – yes – hell yes – you betcha………. But that doesn’t mean that the feelings aren’t real and scary.